Its been a long time

So I know its been a long time since I posted but alot has happened. The last time I posted I got a call from the hospital saying that John was in the hospital and he was going to be staying there overnight. So after I stopped hyperventalating me and Johns mother went to the hospital. I got to the ER and asked a lady that worked there to take me to my husband so she helped me find him. Before I was able to see him a nurse gave me some info, she told me that John had a fractured skull and bleeding on the brain. I broke down crying and then she told me I needed to calm down so I could go in to see him. She said he was cracking jokes and was doing ok. So we went into the glassed in respiratory room where he was lying on a table with his arm over his eyes. His head hurt so bad and they hadn't given him anything for the pain or it wasn't working. They took him up to the Shock Trauma Intensive Care unit of the hospital and we were able to come along with him up to his room. The nurse asked him and me alot of questions about his health. John started to get tired so I needed to decide if I was going to spend the night or not. I asked his nurse if I could stay the night and he said not in his room only in the waiting room. So I asked if I could check on him during the night and the nurse said just pick up the phone at the door. So it was getting late and John was going to sleep and I made the decision to go home and come back in the morning.